Inspiration from u

New skin, New pictures r here!!
''Don't forget to smile" is the new theme
which i get it from someone hehe..
Ur pic inspire me haha... hmm
well there is some modification i do in the pictures if u can notice
Hopefully the modification is not too bad =)




PS: I pick sky blue as the colour of the skin =)
Get well soon...and dun forget to smile ♡

''I understand u like how u und me''

Ur words made me go =DD

It has been a while that i write a speacial msg to u hehe
Recently
ur smile has become my 'weather'
ur smell has become my 'air'
ur hands has become my 'support'

today was sharing an small umbrealla with u under the rain =D
a bit pai seh for the small umbrella and not holding u xD..
next time shall have a bigger umbrella and hold u tight so that u wont get wet =)

PS: süchtig nach Liebe zu dir und halte dich ♥

=/...

keine andere... =/
....I need a supra big gas bag...

PS: =(

OctOct... and belated 101010

This year october was full of stories!.. Gone through all kind of feelings xP haha..

It will be a speacial october for me, experience alot of stuff
What i've gone through will be stored deep down in me
Memories will not fade....=)

What do you think about the sem 2 exam?
I've quite prepared for this time exam. I think i have already try my best and squeez out the greey matter that i have, and the motivation i have never get before is quite useful and its good =) Hope the motivation stays forever!

After the exam, manage to rest for a bit =) having good time with the motivator hehe

Finally after went to 3 pharmacies near my house, im hired =) hmm without getting any paid i think.. but the boss never clarify with me so.. hope that i can get some award if i work hard

It is a bit too late but still i would like to make a few 101010 wishes and target xP
These will be
1. Get work experience hope that everything goes smoothly atleast the boss ask me to do something =)
2. Do FPharm correction
3. Nothing goes wrong in sem3 presentation ><
4. Study harder and harder
5. Everyone around me are healthy as before =D

PS: Lastly.. i cant afford to lose u du bist mein alles

A short post in study break =)

Before bed, feel like blogging hehe
due to some words havent tell yet =P

Its been a week that we last met ><
but everything turns to be okay i think hehe

Finish foundpharm finally and
Its time for physio n bioscience!!!
Must fully utilize every single mins =)



Ps: ich vermisse dich too ♥ =)
thou u said still feeling a bit but then its happy to hear ur laugh
Be happy =) hehe ur soul is always in me..

The very best thing in 19 =)

For the 1st time, i see so much thing in u... i can feel how warm and touched u feel!!

Everyone has coloured ur life!!

The big smile on ur face and the speechless face u showed

makes ur day a very speacial day!! haha =)

Happy Birthday!!

ps:
i felt the same way as u do through out everything =D so must stay happy!
from stomach worm =PP

不要害怕

不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过 去的眼泪用今天去擦
我答应自己不要放弃
我答应自己不要忘记
不要害 怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其 实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦
不要害怕 不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕 不要害怕
过 去的眼泪用今天去擦

ps: 不要害怕,我们一起渡过一切，我会永远在你左右给你勇气！别怕 nothing can break the bond becoz it is an unbreakable bond =)

A ring is round

"蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
你呼吸 一直把我捉紧

你 要知道我是不会离开你
无论如何我总不放任你哭泣"


19年以来不曾有过的惊喜
是你给我快乐的第一把钥匙

你让我看不见
但却让我感受一丝丝，柔柔的
你的窝心你的用心和 你的liebe

Ps: 除了你，我什么都没看见..=)

牵牵牵手 für immer und ewig

The semi finals turns out well, although im not in the finalist

Im satisfied and feel very happy for my performance...

Finish everything without forgetting any lyrics hehe!..yay!!

Did not disappoint u for the 2nd time....glad that u love it =)

Seriously i got no words to describe how i appreciate u and ur support!!

Finally its over, must work harder now.. laziness go away!!

Ps: 在茫茫人海中我看到了你的微笑，谢谢你的支持！这种感觉It's just only between u and me =)

If plagiarism is not allowed, Instead of loving august.. i shall say ich liebe dich then!!!! =DD
I mean every single words i've wrote.. =)
《永远陪在你左右》

Ich liebe August! =)

A lot of stuff happened recently...
Im sure that i have all the luck!! =P

This year august is so special =)

ps: a short msg to u..

I found something!!

BTW today i found something, minutes ago..something drives me slightly crazy... but makes me wonder too... alot of questionmarks now... but its okay... i will always keep the quote deep inside my brain!! '"the longer u wait, the more u will appreciate"

Have faith!!!! untill i see the fb status change!! Or not i will have faithfull crave in me!!


PS: All and all is fate.. but still have faith that the fate is round!

Im back!! PIKU/Crabby wern!!

Okay okay long time never blog ady..
I think is because i got nothing to write about.. lol as in 'something'

31th of July
Went to Piku/Crabby Wern birthday party!! Thanks for inviting hehe..
This year G1 got less ppl sob sob... the jokers expeacially xian, shar, lynn and hanhwa were not around sad case!!! Come back lah faster lol.....
Anyway this year pw invited her uni friends... haha another joker gang... and of course the best joker gang was her high school friends!!! hahaha most of them r so tall lol..
The food were very nice.. but too bad i got a bit flu cant eat too much sobz... have to keep my voice for something...

About the prezzie she get this year were a bit lesser compare to last year i think.. but then i love the magicmug !!! its was so cool!! lothe cartton on the mug changed colour when u pour hot water in it!!

Once again Happy Belated Birthday Per Wern!!!

Time machine!!

I need time machine...

To change everything...

I wish to go back to the 1st day i meet u

I wish to go back to the day i get to know u

I wish to talk to u like the way before..

I cant do anything now...

If there is no time machine..

can i just erase my memories..

i wish to forget what i've done

but i just want to keep the lesson that i've learnt..

Fate has tied me up..

it brought me to this point, where im now at..

Someone bring me out from this helpless situation plz..

Colder and colder...

Yea im feeling super cold now...

I screwed everything up myself..

Crap... screw it =(...

This is what people feel..

Everything is in the eyes of the beholder..

Diff people will see Diff thing..

so.... screw it ><.. =(

Ps: reliable? or cannot be trusted?...

Volley Ball.. and accident =(

Today i joined volley club for their volley ball training sessions...
and accident happened..

I accidentally hit the ball to yeeling's direction.. and the ball hit her head.. =(

Im So Sorry, Tan yeeling!!... im just trying out the serving .. never meat to hurt u..

The reason i felt so bad is because.. its like i just know u on the 1st day.. and then i gave u such a bad experience.. =( and also bad impression..

Feel so guilty and super bad... =( wonder if it is still hurt.. hopefully its not..

Ps: 对 不起

After Xian and Shar went off..

Okay.. so after both of them went off most of us feel emo!!! including me.. lol..
Keep on flashing back the scene when xian went in the gate.. and also shar's expression.. when im doing my stuff.. espeacially studying lol.. and start thinking nonsense too =(
yi xian show all his emotions, and shar kept all her emotions untill she went in the gate.. i knew she is feeling like "hard to let go" i think..
Keeeeeeeeeeeeeep in touch okay??..

feel free whenever u all wanna skype!!.. will miss shar's crazy laugh and xian's and hhwa's lameness.. haha... must show on skype kay?!!For GG!!! haha

and for Shar!! =)

Hope u will like the post =D hehe
all and all that day.. im so stress up becoz of other thing too..
Ps : so near yet so far..

Im just expressing

Im just writting how i feel.. and expressing myself...
i wrote what i meant... and i meant every single words i wrote...
Its all about my feelings... i dont deny what i've wrote..
Thats how i feel..

ps: Im not despo.. im just expressing my feelings..

Yi Xian's and Shar's Farewell.. GG ar

Yea having farewell gathering with yx and the rest.. and long lost friend lol... danny came also... for the movie and dinner hehe =) everyone seems quite happy for this outing.. =D..
Duno what to write lol.. but what i can say is GG r the best!! lol.. will be losing GG temporary... as in few years not few days lol... same goes to cow freak... sobz...

btw yi xian u r right.. everyone was smiling like anything.. lol.. seems like everyone is happy lol...
haha there's something hidden behind our smiles =)... btw i LOVE this pic the most... thanks shar's bf yue zhi.. correct me if im wrong cow freak xD... and of course GG's DSLR.. and Crabbie red cannon =D...

We had our precious time!

How To Train Your Night Furry!!!

I can tell everyone that this movie is so so nice!!..
It has become of the best movie in my life now lol..
The story is super awesome.. a lot of feelings.. plus the soundtracks...
the movie will bring u inside the story... like u will throw a lot of feelings inside this movie..
A must WATCH movie!!! i bet u will want to ride on a dragon after watching it.. i mean OWN It..

For the 1st time.. i freak out!

I've never meant to do this..
but u've turn me down.. for a lot of times..
which makes me realize no point working it..
I gave up.. i've tried every single thing i can..Still, i hardly get any appreciation...

I gave up.. and felt very disappointed..the weird feeling makes me hard to talk with u..

and so its like a lil bit avoid u..
it not avoid but
more or less..
there is something between us.. thats what i feel..
And i also know that..
u dun want to lose a FREN..

Im here to apologize if i said something which make u feel very angry or sad..
I take back my words...
I try hard to flash back what i've done..
for some part i was wrong... sorry..
Mayb u cant understand my feeling..
so that u think im angry..

All and all we shall talk again and i shall give in..

Ps: Im so ''fished'' up!

Turn it Off...

Found this song today.. the melody and the beats were quite nice =)..
By PARAMORE!

I scraped my knees when I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
It's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light?
Turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite

I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better of when I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to breaking, bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

Well I can see behind the curtain (I can see, yeah yeah)
The wheels are cranking, turning, its so wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal, that's not existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better of when I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'll be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light?
Just turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite

I'll turn it off
Just turn it off

Again
Again

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better of when I hit the bottom

Can't Stop thinking! another pWtc...

Whenever im infront of my computer, i will search for u..

Omg... Another pWtc..

Yea i fall for another pWtc again...this time not much obstacles i think.. but only Time.. and also.. someone..

Woot.... seriously weekends.. with exam coming up is the hardest time to get through.. =(

Better dun think too much... dun dun.... study come first lol...

Breaking News!!!...

Shar is going to India... few weeks later!!! with yi xian and hhwa...
It happens so sudden.. and she changed her mind...
She just go imu like 1 month ago.. now wanna go india lol.. PIDC if not mistaken..

Will be less outing with taylor's friends after they go off.. Sobz.. the main characters r chowing soon!!!.........

Well from what she said.. is very true..
Now its the best time for us to live on our own without relying on parents (staying with them) in other words... everything is served in front of u.. lol

Good 1 Shar!!! i Support u... same goes to yi xian and hhwa... But y shar's news is the breaking news.. because i rmb she said.. " I will not want to go to india to study" lol... now she said wanna go.. unlike u....

Haha Good luck!!! My crazy friend ( er as in can get high with, and jokes all day long with any topics) =)

Start running in my mind...

Yes.. i have to say that.. someone is in my mind.. sometimes.. when im doing my own stuff.. and then pop out in my mind.. mayb because of the picture lol..

Yesterday (Friday) went out with imu friends for dinner.. we had steambot in some restaurant in sri petalling.. The food kinda nice.. for me... hehe .. the fish balls were soft and could taste the saltiness..
The prawns were nice too.. since some of them dont want to peeled off the shell, i did the work and eat myself xD lol... forgive me... next time i'll help =P After that went to the nearby the store to have a walk.. quite random actually.. then we headed to sweet bean to have some desert and drinks.. The night was quite fun.. a lot of jokes and laughs.. =)

Today, went jaya square, neway with yi xian, shar, hanhwa and jeremy.. chee fong ffk!!!! Again!! lol.. i was a lil late..and its like not much people.. but everyone enjoyed the session i think.. haha the funny thing is we sand birthday song to hanhwa!!! we actually picked a birthday song for him and we keep on repeating it... hahahaha!!!and he kept asking us to STOP... lol.. of course we did not!!! =P (yay) hahwa want to have more? Btw Happy Birthday!!!.. and 1 thing.. thanks for coming shar.. otherwise it will be super weird hahaha

After that, we went to play badminton untill 5.30, chit chat a lil then went back home ...
Enjoyed these 2 days =)

PS :the more i see, the more i'll think.. i cant deny the truth..

it is getting closer...!!

OMG... it was coming i think... but i think it will just stop there after a while.. as long as nothing is done hehe....

but i think it should just stop.. i've promised i wont repeat the SAME MISTAKE EVER AGAIN

Im not desperate anymore... everythings can happen xD

UHU!!!!

ps : If only i can meet the right 1....

Bonding with IMU friends..

Okay.... first outing with imu friends was at the red box in sunway pyramid.. quite a lot of people went.. it was 1st of march after the class test... hehe and chuing, asking pplfor outings and of course im the one who drive lol...

From that day on.. im kinda close with them.. there r whole bunch of funny and friendly people !!! hehe

Yesterdat, we celebrated jia yun's birthday.. xD since im a volunteer for the haiti's fund raising caremony, i decided to stay back for a lil while to celebrate together with them...
Here they are..

Alson
Tony
Wei Siong
Peter
Clement
Chewie
Yan yee
Jia wen
Jia Yee
and of course the birthday girl
Jia Yun

I was laughing like shit yesterday xD lol... u all makes me laugh.. espeacially alson!!! hahah and tony, and peter also... Jia yun too.. almost everyone!!! joking like crazy!!! haha it was fun actually
hahahaha!!!!

and Today, played badminton with

Xinyu
Jeremy
Yin Yan
Wei shen
Meaw Meaw
Guo hong
....
Clement come afterwards, and played for a while
Harry also..
Racheal came
but she went off after a while..

Meaw and guo hong were so good... their smashes r chun!!!
After that, we decided to go sri petaling for dinner but, i remembered jia yun ask me whether wanna go out tonight, so i was thinking to ask her to come for dinner together...
Who knows, Alson, Wei siong, Jia wen and she r in pyramid... and she ask us to go when i called her.. so everyone go pyramid..!!! hehe and today meaw meaw makes me laugh xD lol... one of the joker!!!

hehe All of u r so funny hehe... it was quite fun jusnow... thanks mates for inviting hehe...

Valentine's Day and Fairytale

After the movie, ''today was a fairytale'' was played... honestly, after the movie i laughed coz of some weird happy feeling.. if shar noticed she would know xD ... this movie was kinda sweet, funny and also a lil sad.. coz it is all about love... which include make up, break up and make out... lol forgive me if i use the wrong words..

Overall this movie was kinda nice and the song is so so so sweet..

Happy Chinese Tiger Wohoo Year!!!

Time passed so fast.... chinese new year mood almost finish edi
going back to kl tmr.. >< feel like staying at here 1 more day lol...

The 1st day of new year, wat the bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day me and all of my relatives, cousins had.. guess what.. there no electricity in the whole area... the whole daerah bera where triang included dont have electricity ... such a memorable bad chinese new year.. the electricity down from morning when i woke up untill at night around 8.30pm... it was so hot.. and my body was sticky due to the sweating... so me and my cousins were all gambling under hot and sweaty conditions...

The 2nd day was a nice day, we had barbeque at my place... the food was delicious! the homemade chili sos was damn nice, not too spicy, not too hot.. just nice xD for me.. okay okay, and then i played mafia with the cousins.. haha from the youngest 8 years old to the eldest 22 years old.. and also blackjack.. hehe it was fun btw.... and after that i join the adults.. hehe drinking time!! the adults were high!!! and they were all talking funny stuff in other words... for me its bonding sessions.. I LOVE THE FEELING!!! so i drank also xD.. i think i've drank 2 cups of diluted chivas, they called it royal salute if not mistaken and 2 cups of diluted cordon blue, and then 3 cups of tiger beer xD lol.. then i went half drunk... feeling a lil high and headace and dizzy.. a lil.. in the end cannot tahan lie down on the sofa.. after that my mom came and wake me up, ask me to go to the room and sleep xD... so i went and still managed to go up the stairs... IT was a good good good night erm wonderful night afterall...

Bonding time are the best!!! hehe
Tiger Wohoo!!

cny dun end so fast please.. i want more drinking (bonding) session...

Birthday Wishes at Secret Recipe

This post is kinda late, so sorry about that but that moment was important to me..

Thank you guys for having lunch with me at secret recipe.. and treat me summore!! and of course celebrate with me..

I feel very warm and i feel that im not alone..!! seriously.. again another celebration with friends that i just know 1 month ago..

U guys are so nice..!! thanks to

Wei Shen
Shan Hui
Yin Yan
Xinyu
Jeremy and
Sean

for having lunch and celebration with me...
Its a small celebration but still its better than nothing right.. appreciate it a lot..
and Sean thank u for bringing ur camera and help us to take such nice photo!!
seriously i love this pic!!!!

PS: Sean, im so sorry that i make u wait on thursday.. so sorry...i feel bad..

19th Birthday Surprised!!

Okay.. this post is kinda late due to the busy weekend.. sorry for being late..
i will not forget this date 27/1/2010 , wednesday!!!..at subang snow flake.. that time was raining.. Must not forget!!

okay basically.. got 1 day i went back taylors with my friends to sell jeremy's and xinyu's calculator.. and of course yi xian's books and my books.. after that my friends intro me the dessert in snow flake.. its so damn nice.. for me lah... okay.. the next day i went to class i told xinyu that snowflake is nice.. then she said she will treat me the day before my birthday.. so okay lah.. deal!! hehe

On that day.. i was expecting only xinyu, jeremy and me only going to snowflake since xinyu wana treat me hehe thanks ya... so okay lah.. reach there about 6pm.. that time havent rain yet.. so jeremy said he wanted to go n pass his book to his so called ''Friend'' lol....ask me and xinyu go 1st so okay lo.. i tot xinyu and him will plan to buy a cake for me or wat lol.. (so perasan)...

Turns out in the end i saw jeremy came back... nothing unusual.. so okay lah.. turns out suddenly whole bunch of ppl coming from my back.. singing birthday song to me ... i was like.. omg.. everyone came!!! freak me out lah!! i can tell u.. i never expect u all to come.. seriously.. this birthday surprised is success lol... Thanks to everyone of u!!!

I forget to make a wish before i blow.. so this is the prove that blur at that momment =D
untill pei wern reminds me.. it was too late lol.. left 2 candles xD

After that, i never saw shar!! lol.. i tot she is the one who plan... coz that i said'' no surprised anymore'' coz she said wanna celebrate .. then she said'' u wouldnt know'' lol i tot okay lah maybe she will plan something xD haha turns out she is late for sending her brother.... but she still drive all the way to subang and went through all the tough time(alarm, strawberry umbrella and getting a lil wet) haha.. thanks shar!! =P

so after everyone reached.. we decided to went sunway pyramid.. soon rai arrived!! never expect so many ppl will come!!! 1 more thing... we actually try out the japanese buffet.. Shogun!! too bad lah yi xian u missed everything.. sniff** sniff**

Of course, we had our group photo before everyone go back hehe ^^

That night i can tell u all, i am so so happy and surprised!, so happy that having u all as my friends.. it was so much fun hanging out with u all.. all the trips and outings we've went!!!
We r close enough to consider good friends right?? For me its enough xD lol.. yi xian ar.. left u oni lah... haha but nvm u seems to be enjoy there.. wish that i can go there that time lol..

Thanks to the organizer Xinyu
Hanhwa her helper
Jeremy the liar!! haha
Khee Zhao
Sharlene
Lynn and her bf Adrian
Pei Wern
and
Raifana

Thank you everyone for travelling to subang to celebrate with me, spend ur time with me..and hanhwa have take leave.. Thanks for all the planning, and surprised!! muaks!!
Shogun, Snowflake, 27th Jan has become a part of my life now. ^^