Time machine!!

I need time machine...

To change everything...

I wish to go back to the 1st day i meet u

I wish to go back to the day i get to know u

I wish to talk to u like the way before..

I cant do anything now...

If there is no time machine..

can i just erase my memories..

i wish to forget what i've done

but i just want to keep the lesson that i've learnt..

Fate has tied me up..

it brought me to this point, where im now at..

Someone bring me out from this helpless situation plz..

Colder and colder...

Yea im feeling super cold now...

I screwed everything up myself..

Crap... screw it =(...

This is what people feel..

Everything is in the eyes of the beholder..

Diff people will see Diff thing..

so.... screw it ><.. =(

Ps: reliable? or cannot be trusted?...

Volley Ball.. and accident =(

Today i joined volley club for their volley ball training sessions...
and accident happened..

I accidentally hit the ball to yeeling's direction.. and the ball hit her head.. =(

Im So Sorry, Tan yeeling!!... im just trying out the serving .. never meat to hurt u..

The reason i felt so bad is because.. its like i just know u on the 1st day.. and then i gave u such a bad experience.. =( and also bad impression..

Feel so guilty and super bad... =( wonder if it is still hurt.. hopefully its not..

Ps: 对 不起

After Xian and Shar went off..

Okay.. so after both of them went off most of us feel emo!!! including me.. lol..
Keep on flashing back the scene when xian went in the gate.. and also shar's expression.. when im doing my stuff.. espeacially studying lol.. and start thinking nonsense too =(
yi xian show all his emotions, and shar kept all her emotions untill she went in the gate.. i knew she is feeling like "hard to let go" i think..
Keeeeeeeeeeeeeep in touch okay??..

feel free whenever u all wanna skype!!.. will miss shar's crazy laugh and xian's and hhwa's lameness.. haha... must show on skype kay?!!For GG!!! haha

and for Shar!! =)

Hope u will like the post =D hehe
all and all that day.. im so stress up becoz of other thing too..
Ps : so near yet so far..

Im just expressing

Im just writting how i feel.. and expressing myself...
i wrote what i meant... and i meant every single words i wrote...
Its all about my feelings... i dont deny what i've wrote..
Thats how i feel..

ps: Im not despo.. im just expressing my feelings..

Yi Xian's and Shar's Farewell.. GG ar

Yea having farewell gathering with yx and the rest.. and long lost friend lol... danny came also... for the movie and dinner hehe =) everyone seems quite happy for this outing.. =D..
Duno what to write lol.. but what i can say is GG r the best!! lol.. will be losing GG temporary... as in few years not few days lol... same goes to cow freak... sobz...

btw yi xian u r right.. everyone was smiling like anything.. lol.. seems like everyone is happy lol...
haha there's something hidden behind our smiles =)... btw i LOVE this pic the most... thanks shar's bf yue zhi.. correct me if im wrong cow freak xD... and of course GG's DSLR.. and Crabbie red cannon =D...

We had our precious time!

How To Train Your Night Furry!!!

I can tell everyone that this movie is so so nice!!..
It has become of the best movie in my life now lol..
The story is super awesome.. a lot of feelings.. plus the soundtracks...
the movie will bring u inside the story... like u will throw a lot of feelings inside this movie..
A must WATCH movie!!! i bet u will want to ride on a dragon after watching it.. i mean OWN It..

For the 1st time.. i freak out!

I've never meant to do this..
but u've turn me down.. for a lot of times..
which makes me realize no point working it..
I gave up.. i've tried every single thing i can..Still, i hardly get any appreciation...

I gave up.. and felt very disappointed..the weird feeling makes me hard to talk with u..

and so its like a lil bit avoid u..
it not avoid but
more or less..
there is something between us.. thats what i feel..
And i also know that..
u dun want to lose a FREN..

Im here to apologize if i said something which make u feel very angry or sad..
I take back my words...
I try hard to flash back what i've done..
for some part i was wrong... sorry..
Mayb u cant understand my feeling..
so that u think im angry..

All and all we shall talk again and i shall give in..

Ps: Im so ''fished'' up!